c'est la nuit qui me rend triste



la matinée apporte de nouvelles opportunités

went to california with an achin’ in my heart

asked where new beginnings go to start

sea of red, sky of grey, love torn apart

life is a patch-worked form of art

anditslove:

“My head began to understand what was happening, but not my heart. My heart had always had a hard time accepting reality.”

— Gayle Forman, I Have Lost My Way (via anditslove)

(via allcherrywine)

a poet without a metaphor

religion without a creator

crime with no perpetrator

hostage with no capture

a speed with no limits

gymnast with no pivots

a life with no critics

watch it while i live it

my current position a juxtaposition

my current mission a proposition

moving but not changing position

my ears listen, eyes glisten

two birds of the same feather

not sure if they should stay together

unsure about whether

sunshine can make it all better

i wrote you this love letter

wore your love like a tight-knit sweater

she’ll walk away if you let her

passion dying like the poinsettias

booty call for an ego boost

morals failin when i’m feelin’ loose

but this was always the life we choose

ever searching to find a muse

vivid dreams with pictures of a life with you

blinded by the glimmer in your eye

i just can’t blink & lose you to the night

but i’m blindsided by the pieces of your lie

wish not to think & put you in that light

vivid dreams with pictures of a life without you

gossip, gossip, all those around us talkin’

not fit, not fit, my memory i’m walkin’

lost it, lost it, the flashbacks are haunted

reset, reset, resiliency that i’ve flaunted

I could sit here and talk about my mom n shit

or the girls who took my heart and tripped

instead, sit back, grab a coffee, take a sip

sun kisses my forehead gently, no need to quit

you may not be here for me,

but there’s so much out here, ya see?

still time to achieve what I want to be

one door shut, it’s new opportunity

Opened my eyes to a new reality

in my mind, no where i’d rather be

we could just run away, couldn’t we?

new persona, change like forgery

hmmm, I’ll dream of you

hmmm, you’ll dream of me too

placing history where it’s supposed to be

fake smile, broken like your childhood fantasy

you smile but you know that you just broke me

byproduct of broken promises that’ve exposed me

hmmm, but I’ll dream of you

hmmm, maybe you’ll dream of me too

my hearts a tattoo

who is that dude

why the attitude

i feel misused

pass the tissues

can’t handle the abuse

not something I choose

i can’t win, just lose

just wanna kiss you

but that’s a new issue

hmmm, I’ll dream of you

hmmm, what else can i do

I awoke to a night sweat

Our minds are never set

Thoughts tragically implicit

What did I really expect?

Walk away into the distance

Head down, coffee stained pants

Air cold, tryin’ to make cents

My heart broke, makes no sense

“Don’t be so paranoid”

Mind busy with the noise

Seeing you, wrong choice

Still hearin’ sound of your voice

Touch of warmth turned cold as ice

Love and lust are truly a vice

I guess I fell into the wrong hands

Been waiting months on a second chance

I’d have done it all just to be your man

6 months love but I’m not in your plans

I should’ve known it’d never last

Didn’t learn from the sins of past

Weather the same I should’ve forecast

My soul’s flag is wavin’ at half mast

If you could read my mind, I’d tell you everything

Conflicting thoughts questioning what even has meaning

Artificial feelings, so appealing, but I’m kneeling

in front of the city, and I’m pleaing, love is fleeting

but if you’ll hold me close I’ll never let you go

Had feelings that you’d pretend you didn’t know

I don’t want you on the low, you couldn’t let me go

I thought the past wouldn’t repeat, but now I take a seat

Weary of deceit, I can’t compete, leaving my feet

It’s a pain that my intuition

is strong - put me in position

to follow my inclination

to discover your abomination

Your lies were inhumanely devious,

unlike any I’ve witnessed previous

To achieve this would take an evil genius

Can’t believe I bought something so preposterous

Do you even remember my name?

When you said it, it didn’t sound the same

Life is funny, yeah it’s all just a game

Some pursue love, some pursue fame

Opportunity knocks, leave life in the past

But you can’t run from you, shit’ll never last

Problems stick around, hitting hard and fast

On a solo mission, to the future I’ve been cast